[Intro]
(Goddamn, baby)
(I-I-ID, please)

[Chorus]
Hate when I hear mandem get birded better that than dead
Sometimes I wanna change the narrative, rap but I trapped instead (I did)
Finish try look so close, way to clear in these LV lense
How I do go something good for myself, but the hood make you feel like you failed your friends
Wow, how, I want out
When, now (now)
Smile but then its a frown (uhh)
Trust me the feelings wild
I'm just tryna do what's best for me, i'm not tryna please no crowd (nope)

[Verse 1]
Hearts whеn the mandem get thеm an L
These newbies talk like they get it aswell (they don't)
I don't know why so much pressure, i'm just tryna better myself
Stay away when they all want favours, but never do help

Never had a win feel so depressing, now I wanna go back when I have nothing
There was no problems, there was no squabbling
All I hear is gossip, and I'm the topic
Nothing positive, always toxic
I'm just tryna balance these wins and losses
Sometimes I daydream bout Bisky, your gone and it still ain't hit me
Can't believe it, you know when you get that feeling
Think about grandad too, and it change my mood, now I don't feel shit

Hate talking bout my feelings, but its the realness
Giving me chills, I don't know if there giving me real
Thought I was gone, when they gave me the deal
All now the bricks are sealed
If I give her the feel, she's gonna get in her feels
Hope she's giving me real, hope there giving me real

[Chorus]
Hate when I hear mandem get birded better that than dead
Sometimes I wanna change the narrative, rap but I trapped instead (I did)
Finish try look so close, way to clear in these LV lens
How I do go something good for myself, but the hood make you feel like you failed your friends
Wow, how, I want out
When, now (now)
Smile but then its a frown (uhh)
Trust me the feelings wild
I'm just tryna do what's best for me, i'm not tryna please no crowd (nope)

[Verse 2]
They show love, but it's killing slowly
And why do I feel so lonely
Never will fold me
Never let her control
I don't know what will numb this pain but I feel a bit better with this chain or rollie
But genuine hugs from Mum or aunty, is the way they hold me
Gotta repay them, and I mean it ain't just saying
I can see all the hate from the layers, its my attention reason I'm praying
Life to short, it could be too late then
Sometimes I daydream bout Bisky, your gone and it still ain't hit me
Can't believe it, you know when you get that feeling
Think about grandad too, and it change my mood, now I don't feel shit
Hate talking about my feelings, but its the realness
Giving me chills, I don't know if they're giving me real
Thought I was gone, when they gave me the deal
All now the bricks are sealed
If I give her the feel, she's gonna get in her feels
Hope she's giving me real, hope there giving me real

[Chorus]
Hate when I hear mandem get birded better that than dead
Sometimes I wanna change the narrative, rap but I trapped instead (I did)
Finish try look so close, way to clear in these LV lens
How I do go something good for myself, but the hood make you feel like you failed your friends
Wow, how, I want out
When, now (now)
Smile but then its a frown (uhh)
Trust me the feelings wild
I'm just tryna do what's best for me, I'm not tryna please no crowd (nope)