[Intro]
Yeah, ah

[Chorus]
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there when I'm here, why you ain't wit' me?
I lost my dawgs and I miss 'em
Taking all these drugs, tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no mo' pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin' (808 Mafia)

[Verse 1]
Back in the gap, standing in the trap (Southside on the track, yeah)
Where these n***as never thought I'd make a dime off of rap
Real shit, uh, no cap
Before the mansion, I was livin' house-to-house, sleepin' on the couch
Remember meals, before dinner time
Prayin' for a meal, sayin' grace over cereal
Holla if you hear me, dawg, I know you feel me, dawg
I ain’t ever had shit, I still remember, ah
I saw a chance every second, I don't play wit' time
I dropped a hunnid on a Rollie just to waste some time
I'm way too busy for that bullshit, so don't waste my time
Derez De'Shon
[Chorus]
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there when I'm here, why you ain't wit' me?
I lost my dawgs and I miss 'em
Taking all these drugs, tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no mo' pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'

[Verse 2]
Where I'm from, dreams only come true when you sleep
When I woke up, I was livin' it
Got a check, bought a Urus
Been so busy in the booth, I ain't even drove the 'ghini yet
Bought a mansion for the crew
It got a pool in the living room, I ain't even seen it yet
I should probably sign with my own groupies
Only tryna do the doin', yeah, yeah, I remember when
I used to sleep on the floor, having nightmares
Woke up, daydreamin' 'bout the lifestyle
Then they cut the lights off
Now every diamond on me shinin' when the lights off, yeah
If you ain't been through what I been through, you won't understand
Did everything they said I couldn't do, now look what they sayin'
I'm the man, **** mad
Yeah, **** hatin' 'cause I got a bag
[Chorus]
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there when I'm here, why you ain't wit' me?
I lost my dawgs and I miss 'em
Taking all these drugs, tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no mo' pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'