Lately I been wanting to die
But I don't want to see my family stand and cry
As my body drop six feet under, undercover
Don't worry mama, I'mma be up in the sky
All these haters been getting to me
All these rappers they ain't what they pretendin' to be
But truthfully I'm my own damn demon
They calling, they fiending, what can I get my guy

Where the real love, when I need it
Where the big hugs when I need it
Seems like the world so cold
It's taking a toll on my soul
Where the real love, when I need it
Where the big hugs when I need it
Seems like the world so cold
It's taking a toll on my soul

They out of line, I'm done with trying
Wasting all this time on people
They treat me like, like I'm not alive
Shit, even the blind can see we equal
I am just tired of it
I should be on my way
I bet the world tired of me, huh
No more want to see my ugly face
It's hard, you know
Their hearts, they're cold
I pray for better days
But every day just seems the same
It's hard, you know
Their hearts, they're cold
I pray for better days
But every day just seems the same

They out of line, I'm done with trying
Wasting all this time on people
They treat me like, like I'm not alive
Shit, even the blind can see we equal
I am just tired of it
I should be on my way
I bet the world tired of me, huh
No more want to see my ugly face