Did I drown?
Did I die?
Who are you.. am I alive?
Cause I’m living in this hell hole that seems
Like a perfect disguise
With no one asking if I’m okay
When I’m actually yelling inside
How many things can I tell with my eyes?

Did I drown?
Did I die ?
Who are you... am I alive?
If I see the yellow light I have to run
Tell it to stay with me like holding the sun
It’s dripping acid I can feel the burn
Now it’s your turn
To see what it’s like each day in and out
To live in my mind with no way out
You can try to escape god knows I’ve tried
God knows I’ve tried

One word of advice that I can hold in my heart and know to be true is that you can do this
You don’t know it yet but you can
It doesn’t have to be so hard
You don’t have to be so tough
Life will guide you so the waves aren’t so rough
I don’t even know if anything is true
But I have to hope that this is something that I’ll see through
I want to look back and feel that I was awakened
The scary thing is I am shaking
I am standing on the cliffs edge not knowing what mark I’m making
All I can do is hope your words leave my head
All I can hope is that it isn’t our songs that I dread
All I can cry is that I meant what I said ...in my mind you are dead