Johnnie Guilbert
Losing My Grip

[Intro]
Woke up, I wanted to die
I don't think I'll make it to 25
Last year, I'd be so petrified
Taste like cigarettes, shit don't get me high
All I'm feeling is dead inside
Remember being a kid, just starting life
Fall into a place where I don't wanna try
It's 6am and I can't sleep at night

[Chorus]
Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

[Verse 1]
What if I just can't seem to wash off the pain that I have?
What if I just can't seem to make it through the darkness in my path?
I see that I'm losing my reality
This is my lucid dream, this is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream
[Verse 2]
These games just ain't a play
Got me feelin' like I need a break
I'm through all this, I need some to pull through this
I'm done with all your hate, I'm done with all this pain
I can't take another day of feeling ashamed
I can't take another day of feeling insane
I can't handle all of this, handle all of this

[Verse 3]
My dearest, I write to you
A letter that's supposed to be true
Something about how I feel alright
Let me get fuckin' real
I'm sick of all this hate
I can't take another day of all this pain
Can't stand the way you're always on my brain
All I want to do is make you go away

[Chorus]
Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
[Post-Chorus]
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

[Bridge]
Woke up, I wanted to die
I don't think I'll make it to 25
Last year, I'd be so petrified
Taste like cigarettes, shit don't get me high
All I'm feeling is dead inside
Remember being a kid, just starting life
Fall into a place where I don't wanna try
It's 6am and I can't sleep at night

[Chorus]
Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
(Woke up, I wanted to die) I see that I'm sick
(I don't think I'll make it to 25) I'm losing my grip
(Last year, I'd be so petrified) I see that I'm sick
(Taste like cigarettes, shit don't get me high) I see that I'm sick
(All I'm feeling is dead inside)
(Remember being a kid, just starting life) Losing my grip
(Fall into a place where I don't wanna try) I see that I'm sick
(It's 6am and I can't sleep at night) I see that I'm sick