[Hook]
If I die before I wake, don't show luv, just keep up hate
Stay far away if you are fake, God forgive me for my mistakes
If the struggle get too hard, and I hit the boulevard
Please don't ever judge my heart

[Verse 1]
Do demons get forgiveness, ice water replaced my blood
I bottle emotions that flow like the ocean, until it flood
I rose from the mud, like shrek of the projects
We placed here like projects, rejects with defects
Used to be Tecs now it's dracos giving gangs halos
They don't even beef over pesos and never heard of potatoes
It's fuck silence, teens with no guidance, and no will to live
It's pointless violence, quit whiling, we all somebody's kids

[Hook]
If I die before I wake, don't show luv, just keep up hate
Stay far away if you are fake, God forgive me for my mistakes
If the struggle get too hard, and I hit the boulevard
Please don't ever judge my heart

[Verse 2]
Well, Mugz how the fuck we supposed to make enough bucks
How the fuck we supposed to shine at the back of bus
Our pride won't let us get a job but it'll let us rob
Sell crack weed pills and lean with no prob
Swipe cards move hard and kill with no prob
No remorse for a corpse we young with no hearts
We ain't looking for a way out, we just tryna survive
We lost our passion for ball, so cash is the main prize
For that cash we'll kill or die and never ask why
Some did it for the fam others did it for what they could buy
No surprise, homicide still high over them Jordan's
Rest In Peace to homie, his kids is now orphans
Just another distortion to keep blacks blind
Read the print that's to hard to find, see what you find
I lost my mind, along time ago, where it be, I don't know
But I'm ready to die with a loaded 45 so let's go
[Hook]
If I die before I wake, don't show luv, just keep up hate
Stay far away if you are fake, God forgive me for my mistakes
If the struggle get too hard, and I hit the boulevard
Please don't ever judge my heart