[Intro]
Wash the pain away with the drugz. .

[Verse 1]
Depression, my worst enemy
Blackened my thoughts, shaded my destiny
Lets see, does attempted suicide count as a felony
Let's see, if my death would affect anyone terribly
Mentally I'm distraught, no more fights could be fought
This goes against everything you was taught
Never give up, man I don't give a fuck
The whole tape I was calling for help I'm stuck
Get high to get by, I feel pain but don't cry
Tears don't fall they all dry, I wanna die
Either gods there or I'm talking to the sky
Will he answer a call from a regular guy
Evil finds home in my mind when I'm alone
Depression always lingers around me like cologne
Misunderstood, humans fear the unknown
My sins won't leave me until I atone

[Verse 2]
Lately I don't feel like myself, but who am I
Mugz, Pablo, Rest In Peace to Mekhi
Screw him, we never knew him, urinate on his grave
We couldn't see through him, he was never our fave
We couldn't relate, I'm talking in da Vinci
Mind fucking yourself, it doesn't help that you tipsy
Room spinning you dizzy, pretty girls getting frisky
Amnesia in the am, damn what got in me
A lot of cock, knock knock, whos there?
Mr. I won't be BE fair aka life is here
I swear he prays on your fears, are you afraid
Don't show no pain or no tears, cause then you prey
Well I pray, I'm calling , GOD pick up the cellular
I call every day this is becoming a regular
I ready to move on you make fake moves like a wrestler
How could I trust you or fuck you girl lie more than a senator
[Outro]
Politics as usual, my dick in your mouth is beautiful
Armani suit is so suitable, to wear at you're funeral
When you die from doubting me, SHIT even I'm doubting me
Why is it so hard to practice every fuckin thing that I preach
Why do I speak? where has it got me?
In a whole so deep? deeper than where I be?