[Bridge 1]
I'm sick and tired of being tired
I can't quit my pride
Won't let me lose, won't let me die
Your fake colors fade away like dye
Takeout my eyes, I see they lies
All this pain just made me wise
Good and evil pick a side
Pray for me if I don't survive

[verse 1]
Get god on the phone,I'm praying that he accept
My calls they collect, my pain it reflects
I'm a mess without him watching me
I got no identity, I don't want no sympathy
I'm just praying for clarity, Satan steady impairing me
Half my homies stuck in these streets
Like tar in 90 degrees, the hood just like a disease
Hoping we don't see defeat, but the same cycle repeats
We all underneath Satans feet, I hate it
Money and fancy cars I hate it
Maybe don't hate it, but it's overrated
So when I get it I never parade it
I pray for inner peace but can't find it
It's no mystery who's behind it
The same man that had my vision blinded
I don't fall for traps cause I know who designed it
[Bridge 2]
If you luv me, help me out
I'm feeling doubt
I'm so torn, beaten
Down and out
All these demons eating my sleep
Most of my check I barely keep
Depression is on a slow creep
I'm starting to sink deep

[Verse 2]
Get god on the phone, it went to voicemail
I feel like I'm in hell and this is punishment for not doing well
Oh well, if you see him please tell
That all my wishes in a wishing well
But at the bottom it's just skeletons
Strange specimens begging pleading for some medicine
I'm the pharmacist of the hood
What happen to your job ? oh it's going good
There I stood in the middle hell cursing Satan
Knowing damn well my soul could be taken
I was mistaken thinking god had my back
But he didn't he was distant like a fade to black
I'm tired of keeping track of all the hurt
I'm tired of the world not seeing my worth
Tired of always questioning my birth
When will I see success from hard work
[Bridge 1]
I'm sick and tired of being tired
I can't quit my pride
Won't let me lose, won't let me die
Your fake colors fade away like dye
Takeout my eyes, I see they lies
All this pain just made me wise
Good and evil pick a side
Pray for me if I don't survive