Kill the lights

I spent 20 days away and I can't promise that I've changed
I'm still staring into space like all day
I'm still working without gain
I'll take another to the face
And I'll find anyone to blame except me
Finding cracks in what I've built
And I can't shake all of the guilt
Tell myself that I deserve it always
And like a flower watch me wilt
And like some ice you'll watch me melt
Sit in the corner while I'm sulking in shame

​youngburial, thank you for the goddamn party
​youngburial

I spent 20 days reflecting
I'm relying on thesе vices
I've been paranoid and stressing latеly
I made my money by my venting
And I burned through it real messy
Lost the plot and now I'm aging quickly
Finding cracks in what I built
And I've been trying not to tilt
I'll find solace in a bender this week
Maybe if I disappear all of my errors will seem clear
And I can finally rest my head peacefully
​lifegodd