I'm throwing shade at myself again
And I found exactly where the devil lives

And I, I'm throwing shade at myself again
And I found exactly where the devil lives

If I came back, would things still be the same?
Rooftop hangs and just talking on the balcony
Why do I always feel like I need space?
I guess I'm stuck in my pain somedays

You left me for dead, it felt just like the first time
Together at your mom's house, sneaking out at midnight
Sitting in the road, illuminated by the streetlights
Anyway I'm sorry, honestly I hope you're alright

You said you hope I'm alright
On your porch in the sunlight
I apologize for that night
I drove so fast down the highway

I swear I left, I left just for no reason
I saw myself turn into another person
I swear I won't forget you, forget you
It's something that I really couldn't do
I'm throwing shade at myself again
And I found exactly where the devil lives

You left me for dead, it felt just like the first time
Together at your mom's house, sneaking out at midnight
Sitting in the road, illuminated by the streetlights
Anyway I'm sorry, honestly I hope you're alright

I swear I left, I left just for no reason
I saw myself turn into another person
I swear I won't forget you, forget you
It's something that I really couldn't do