[Pre-Chorus: JoshIGuess]
I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

[Verse: JoshIGuess]
And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself togеther

[Pre-Chorus: JoshIGuess]
I try to discover my self lovе
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

[Verse 2: fats'e]
It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was
[Verse 3: Polearm]
I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

[Chorus: JoshIGuess]
And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend