[Verse 1]
Again, stuck scanning that picture of me
Summer 03, thirteen, no job, no rules
No sex, no ex but self-esteem instead
Now, look at me
Sad, down for anything

[Verse 2]
No one can possibly miss like I do
Miss the everyday life, school in 02
When I'm thinking about these
Last two wasted years

[Verse 3]
Again, comparing thirteen year old me
The young and free
With what I've turned out to be may
Sound like I've lost it mentally

[Pre-Chorus]
How many days until
I'm passed this phase
I won't make the same mistakes again

[Chorus 1]
I was never the one who tried
To erase my memory
But that was before my mind
Got tired of misery

I was never the one who tried
To erase my memory
But that was before my mind
Got tired of misery

[Chorus 2]
I was always the one who knew
What choices were the right for me
But that was before my life
Got beaten by anxiety

[Bridge]
What's next?
What's waiting for me
To fall down to the ground?

[Chorus 2]
I was always the one who knew
What choices were the right for me
But that was before my life
Got beaten by anxiety

[Outro]
I will hate myself for doing this