GUMI
Dysphoria
Once again, with a sorrowful gaze
Eyes look back, peering deep into a broken heart
Watching as i tear away
The things that seem to, every day
Just leave me up in pieces being torn apart
Looking down i see
Every part of me
Feels like breaking after every single day
Most importantly
Something inside me
Keeps on aching knowing that i'll never be the same as them

I'll
Make a wish
Try to change what makes me who i am and
Give up on what bothers me i might as well not even try
Keep on hoping, so you'll see
There's nothing here but misery
You'll find that this is what i've come to be

Face the facts
I can't change them even if i try
Not meant to live life as a boy
So why must i be born this way?
Try again, day after day
To fix what causes my dismay
But give up knowing that i really might as well just die

Once again, with every passing day
Things get worse, like my body's being torn apart
Cry some more and waste away
It's not like i care anyway
What use is there in trying when it's plain as day
Looking down i see
Every part of me
Feels like breaking into tiny little shards
Most importantly
Something inside me
Knows it's pointless living if i'll never be like them

So
One more time
Try to change what makes me who i am and
Give up on what bothers me i might as well not even try
Keep on hoping, so you'll see
There's nothing here but misery
You'll find that this is what i've come to be

Face the facts
I can't change them even if i try
I can't live my life as a boy
So what if i was born this way?
Try again, day after day
To fix what causes my dismay
But give up knowing that i really might as well just
Try again
Deep inside i know just who i am
It doesn't matter what they say
So what if i was born this way?
Keep on hoping, so you'll see
I might just change who i can be
And live my life as the girl that i know i am and

Though you see
Every part of me
Feels like breaking after every single day
Most importantly
My heart keeps beating
I'll do anything it takes if i can be like all the rest