[Verse 1:NEME$I$]
Illuminated by the big picture, suffering for too long, come on homie act grown
All my life just to get with you, girl you've done your shit, I've spoke my shit, the make up couldn't be quicker
Ok, lets leave it at that, watch me layback, have a stroll with my thoughts in the end still looking back
The type of shit I detest, the type of shit you regret, can't cheat my way out cause its my pride on the test
Might leave it blank and blame the teacher, watching your past play only me in the bleachers, self torture, self hatred, versatility my best feature
So good at dwelling on what's out of place, eating me alive how much of me left when I awake, I wait for brighter days but nothings happened, all I do is pray cause from the 19th floor, anything can happen

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Pride is killing me, but I just want to prove them wrong

(I must admit you got me crazy feeling like I'm fly, yea, I hope I hit the pavement)

Just want to prove them wrong

(I must admit you got me crazy feeling like I'm fly, yea, I hope I hit the pavement)


[Verse 2::NEME$I$]
Its only me, only me and my queen, looking down at all the things that could never be
This was written in gold, above a mantel piece, my life's a work of art, this is the masterpiece
No matter how much you stare you can't fathom me, curiosity, killed this cat, my face ain't turned to stone but my bust got a crack
Feeling like im leaving and im never coming back
Its either that or deal with this, the devil comes as beauty therefor ay mens weakness, a little something something the treatment for the weekend, if a n***a got hes sideline, that be hes breath space. And I barely scratched the surface, this romance is sour lost track of what's the purpose. Of Corse for that I must be blind, "what's wrong bae"?yea of cores I had to lie

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