Feel like FishNarc

[Intro]
It's all in my head and I don't know why
I wear myself so thin, it's all a matter of mine
Something stuck in my chest, cut myself open
Cause there's no other way that I'll swallow my pride

[Verse]
Can't look you in the eyes, I've got a phobia
Momma's boy's a lonely one
The truth has got me choking up
I still think you're around
Feels real enough to touch
I don't like what I see
I gouch my eyes and sew them shut
So barate me, deprave me
Tell me that I'm not enough
I'm so hypocritical 'bout things I'm guilty of
And you're the same, but it's instinct
Is it worth the grief the shit brings?
The goal is finding hope
I've got enough in me, I'm a wreck
Gotta have it all, the highs never last
I never share a thing, gotta find better path
I never help
Don't come near me, I'm ugly and hate the light
I wither in the dark without a chance to say goodbye
A place to hide, don't feel okay
Pull a knife, I like the slow pain
Familiar and so safe, these are things that we will chase
It kills me at a slow rate
I'm torture until I give
I'll really kill myself over things that don't exist
I'm over it
[Chorus]
Hey wait
You said you would be nice to me
You would be nice to me
But it's okay (if you don't stay)
I need space so that I can breathe
So that I can breathe

So great
There's nothing inside of me
Nothing inside of me
And it's okay, forsake
Everthing that I try to be
That I try to be