Nova
Diary of A Blue Heart
[Hook 1: EyeAmInk]
I don't know
For real cannot drop these blues
She be testing me like she trying on shoes
In my bed alone, I cannot condone
Now my heart is shattered
Baby, that's a red zone
I don't know
For real cannot drop these blues
She be testing me like she trying on shoes
In my bed alone, I cannot condone
Now my heart is shattered
Baby, that's a red zone
[Verse 1: EyeAmInk]
These pain killers I'm taking
Thesе bitches always faking
Like harlem, wе always shaking
Like my heart always aching
The 3AM calls used to have my heart racing wondering what to say
Guess this shit was just a game
Her not feeling the same way, man that shit was just a shame
Man, that shit is just a shame what these bitches do for fame
Crying to me cuz these n***as doing you wrong
Now I'm alone in my bed writing a love song
[Hook 2: Cleo's Trademark]
I don't know
For real cannot drop these blues (can't drop these blues, yeah)
She be testing me like she trying on shoes (trying on shoes, yeah)
In my bed alone (bed alone), I cannot condone (not condone)
Now my heart is shattered
Baby, that's a red zone (woo!)
[Verse 2: Cleo's Trademark]
Okay, wait a minute, now we back at it
Looking through old texts (same old, same old)
June 14, wrote some bars, then I stared at your iMessage before I leave it alone
Remember Christmas break, all those beautiful nights
Every day that I wish you were right by my side, you were there
What the fuck even happened?
Happiness you gave me, now I'm heartbroke
I hoped the best for you for a while
Newports to drown in my sorrows
Especially when you helped me at my lowest, brought me back to focus
Tomorrow I'll be dead, in loving memory of me, myself, and I
It's so divine the amount of mental decline you gave to me
The savory taste of your pain in my mouth as you kiss me goodbye
See you walk out the door one final time
Thank god I can finally tell our painful storyline (but it's not your birthday though)
Time to close the blinds on this unhealthy relationship
So help me if I ever see your face again
(*gunshot noises*)
You put me through the worst hell I could have imagined, but now that it's past tense