$UICIDEBOY$ & Pouya
5 Grand at 8 to 1
Ain't nobody fucking with me like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in thoughts and I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat me like they used to
I just want something real that I'm used to
I just want them to treat me like they (ay, ay)
I just want something real that I'm (yeah, yeah)
Went from no one to someone at least I thought so
Stuck up in a bad dream [?] front row
People warning me that everything is gonna change
Nevеr thought that it would be in the worst way
[?] going up and going down at the samе time
Suicidal thoughts creeping up in my mind
Drug dealer packing [?]
Only thing I fucking had to get me through this shit
I've been stripped of all I had, mane
Lost relations with my dad, damn
Lost relations with the fam, damn
Lost touch of who I am, say
I'm out seeking peace [?] seeking air to breathe
Prayed to a god I never thought I would believe
Grab me serenity fuck all the things I cannot change
[?] ain't the same

Ain't nobody fucking with me like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in thoughts and I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat me like they used to
I just want something real that I'm used to
I just want them to treat me like (ay)
I just want something real that (yeah)
All my life I've been waiting til' the time right
Waiting for that shade of light to make me shine bright
Day turn to night yeah bitch turned to months
Wishin' I could press the pause button just once
Hiding in the back tryna get ya to the front
Everything I lack I make up for when I stunt
More bitches more money more drugs more [?] more stuff
[?] more I'm feeling fucking stuck
(I get by)
Going through the motions fucking belly even growing
(I get high)
Hiding all of my emotions never change I'm stuck posting
(I get by)
Want the lame excuse to keep doing what I do
(I get high)
Wasting my shine and that's the fucking truth