Now this one's for the kids with the slit wrists
This one's for the kids that be so pissed
This one's for the kids that need a hug
Tryna find a happy home they just wanna feel some love
Daddy gone and mum all hooked on the bottle
Drowned out sorrows putting drugs over morals
Crying out for help but who the fuck can hear ya
Run away from this place
Anywhere but hear bruh
And real talk
Cold world no help
Rope in your hand like should i hang myself
Overdose on pills cos the pains so real
Take your life in the bath till the water turns chill
And thats some heart felt shit
No one should ever have to live life like this
No one should ever have to cry tears like this
When the fuck this triple sides start to kill our kids
And me
Im just tryna make a change
Like send me and inbox dont cut your veins
Lets talk about things
Ive been there before
Keys in my girls arms on the kitchen floor
And thats just beig real thats no tough guy shit
See i love my wife the pressures my side bitch
Its like i won that fight, i lost that war
I dont wanna be a picture hanging on my daughters wall
Family eating in that one room
Im laying in the next
I can hear laughter im stuck to a bed
Just me and the walls, i wish they could talk
Mummas staring from a frame, i know she's seeing it all
Theres a lord in the heavens
Show me that your with me
Doctors say im sick ive got this cancer on my kidneys
I lay in bed at night and think of life after death
Tell my kids i love them with my last dying breath
Dont you dare say im weak i look death in the face
I dont wanna go to sleep, in case i dont wake
I seen it all before, i was ten years old
I knew she was gone cos her face was so cold
But me?
I didn't even cry, i just sat there and i asked god why
And since that day, ive slowly lost faith
Will i be around to see my sons next birthday? i dont know
I pray that i will be
Will i overdose and let the drugs kill me, you feel me
Know we all go through it, i feel for you cuz thats my boy Jae Druitt
And i pray one day my brother gets clean
Smokes all the gear and his daughter ain't here
But shes probably better off not knowing this life
That her daddy was a junkie and her uncle sold ice
Thats real