I'm leaving

I don't wanna try following the sky
All I want is horizon all around me
I don't wanna fly forever to light
I'll get lost inside all of the cloudy
Judgement and anguish. Love it or hate it
I'm so fucking anxious, drowning and jaded

Swimming through abyss, slipping through the tryst
Hoping that these lungs don't fail me
Holding down my breath, covering my lips
If I'm uneasy, promise you'll tell me
Hard to differ when my liver wants to suffer. Death in river

[Hook]
I'm going but I need a little time. Titling with minds
Mine is so thick that I'm sticking to sipping mystic wine

Have yourself a nice glass of reality. A dosage of fallacy
Falling, going down on me
Blowing out the core I carry all around with me
Swinging for the fences, but you're inches from a thousand feet
Pleasure places leisure on the ledger, let's you sit quiet while you please all of your endeavors
Til you hold hands with somebody at random
Then your free fall to hell is set inside tandem
Place your bets, son. Pay your ransom
This charming man is armed with arm at hand
Marksmanship aimed straight for my arm to bend
Marvelous artist, my tongue swish is brush stroke straight to auditory
Vomit spit, catch this suppository
Bipolar mind, slowly rotten out from loss before me
Manic depressant representing pissants screaming "Poor me"
[Hook]

I'm leaving

Life's handing me lemons. Life's handing me lemons
Its selling me lemons, I'm buying these lemons
I'm living a lemon, I'm living a lemon

Gotta hand it to me, huh?