Kanye West
I Ain’t Tryna Feel
[Intro: Lil Crestfallen]
Fight my demons on
Climbing up a flight of fears
See my pain, now she telling me "Don't cry, dear"
[Chorus: Lil Crestfallen]
Baby, I've been on the drugs, I like how it feels
It made me feel like all my pain isn't even real
Take the tape off my heart while I'm tryna heal
But at the same time, I ain't really tryna feel
Fight my demons on, climbing up a flight of fears
Looking back, asking myself "How did I get here?"
She see my pain, now she telling me "Don't cry, dear"
I keep a smile so they don't see none of my tears
[Verse 1: Becksuses]
They see none of my tеars, they see none of my feelings
Cover my facе, you know my scars need healing
Yeah, I don't even feel the same that I used to
That's why I take all the drugs, I'm just flying from above
Every day I feel like it's the same, I think I'm going insane
I just wanna end the pain, I just wanna end the pain
Can you end the pain for me? Pain for me
[Chorus: Lil Crestfallen]
Baby, I've been on the drugs, I like how it feels
It made me feel like all my pain isn't even real
Take the tape off my heart while I'm tryna heal
But at the same time, I ain't really tryna feel
Fight my demons on, climbing up a flight of fears
Looking back, asking myself "How did I get here?"
She see my pain, now she telling me "Don't cry, dear"
I keep a smile so they don't see none of my tears
[Verse 2: Becksuses]
Yeah, leave me to death
Yeah, leave me to bleed
I wanna know if I cannot see
I be flying blind inside of my mind
I don't have no time
I don't even know if I'm numb
Or if I'm high, or if I'm drunk
Or if I'm dumb, or it's my life
Or it's my lies, or it's my ties
I just don't wanna see my life
[Chorus: Lil Crestfallen]
Baby, I've been on the drugs, I like how it feels
It made me feel like all my pain isn't even real
Take the tape off my heart while I'm tryna heal
But at the same time, I ain't really tryna feel
Fight my demons on, climbing up a flight of fears
Looking back, asking myself "How did I get here?"
She see my pain, now she telling me "Don't cry, dear"
I keep a smile so they don't see none of my tears