Everywhere I go
I feel surrounded
And nobody can know
How tf did I allow this
I refuse to bow down
My courage crowning
Searching better premise
Throwing peanuts out here groundling

A little scraps I'm starving
A little boy to Marvin
Another gay fiction
To destroy the power of wishes
The meaningless in abstinence
No temperance in my greatest sin
My battle against a fucking roof
Ain't nothing bout my life to win
Every day my oceans deepens
Harry falls into the seeking
Infinitely not reaching
I'm powerless to night and day
In my dreams, I'm wide awake
Ashamed of many things I say
I purge my food to disappear
Nothing but a trail of fear
A discomfort to rock me
I jerked off in some stockings
No mockingbird from mommy
Ain't life just some wasabi
A 2004 tsunami
I find it so alarming
No matter how close you are
Heisenberg to push it far
I'm crazier than dreams of mars
I just 8 over 4 bars
Double time I cannot waste
Everything can be replaced
Except my own life I took
The danger of my storybooks
I wish that I had never looked
Sorry ma
King's greatest rook
Everywhere I go
I feel surrounded
And nobody can know
How tf did I allow this
I refuse to bow down
My courage crowning
Searching better premise
Throwing peanuts out here groundling
I fell apart from education
I remember my parents cooking bacon
Every day I'm playing satan
Rejected by my love Peighten
Asatlamlakin
Hard to breathe when you're only faking
It tears to me shreds cuz I really don't get it

But I guess I really do
The truth is just a fucking shrew
How do I exist with you
A war of all against all
Won't ever add up to slove
Another date with an 8 ball
But I guess that's all we got
Callused feet to my bloody socks
Every time I find some hope
The voices they just overlook
I'm twirling all my Gordian Rope
A little boy
A childish joke
My mouth threw up on soft soap
I skipped school watching Sam Brown
A Great Hotel to escape my pound
Refuse to stay here to drown
A bigger dream to plan my escape
The end is found without that fate
A journey passing time I ate
The unknown inside courage great
No matter what I'll be okay
I found myself along da way
From Robinhood to deadwood
The deadwood grew a Robinhood
Everywhere I go
I feel surrounded
And nobody can know
How tf did I allow this
I refuse to bow down
My courage crowning
Searching better premise
Throwing peanuts out here groundling