[Chorus]
Lately, I've been stayin' to myself
Lately, I've been runnin' from these problems
I've been prayin' that these substances will help, yeah
I'm up late with the goons and the goblins
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight, yeah
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight

[Verse 1]
All these thoughts can make it hard to sleep
I'm overthinkin', but I know inside it's not that deep
Lately, I've been workin' so fuckin' hard, I don't stop to breathe
Talkin' to this devil on my shoulder so it's not just me
It haunts my dreams to think about what I've overcome
It's ironic, when the liquor store closes, that's when I open up
I know they judge for all of the shit I've done and they hold a grudge
It's hard for me to focus, I'm so fucked up, I'm going numb
I'm so in love with this music shit, I could never stop it
I never wanted to dumb it down to be trendin' topic
You can't enjoy your wins until you finally accept your losses
A stressful process, like how is this all I ever wanted?
Yeah, I try to analyze the game
Takin' notes on what these artists do to strategize for fame
I only do this shit so I don't have to hide my pain
But lately, I feel crazy, only half the time I'm sane, I'm sayin'
[Chorus]
Lately, I've been stayin' to myself
Lately, I've been runnin' from these problems
I've been prayin' that these substances will help, yeah
I'm up late with the goons and the goblins
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight, yeah
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight

[Verse 2]
All these thoughts I've got are killin' me
I keep on having dreams that I've been nodding off a pill or three
Y'all talk a lot 'cause y'all don't really want to watch the kid succeed
Unfortunate of course, it's 'cause y'all not at all as ill as me, but
I'd be a liar to say I'm perfect
I'm successful, but I'm still out here trying to find a purpose
I'm in the spotlight, but I'm hidin' behind these curtains
To be honest, I'm like this 'cause I'm tryin' not to be nervous, yeah
So I guess that just makes me vulnerable
I'd rather be myself than be fake, and I think that's honorable
I had to face my fears 'til impossible was illogical
The type of shit I been through, you can't fix with just a doctor's note
They say I'm a role model to youth
'Cause they all watch what I do when I go hard in the booth
But I'm an addict, keep it real, that ain't so far from the truth
But I'm honest, and I know there's a whole lot still to prove
[Chorus]
Lately, I've been stayin' to myself
Lately, I've been runnin' from these problems
I've been prayin' that these substances will help, yeah
I'm up late with the goons and the goblins
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight, yeah
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
Lately, I've been stayin' to myself
Lately, I've been runnin' from these problems
I've been prayin' that these substances will help, yeah
I'm up late with the goons and the goblins
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight, yeah
I'm so fucked up, I can't see straight

[Outro]
The goons and the goblins, the goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins, the goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins, the goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins, the goons and the goblins
The goons and the goblins