[Bridge]
I've been struggling a lot lately
Why's it feel like its world war 3
Is this real, have I gone crazy
Screaming bloody murder while I'm on my knees
What the fuck did I do
To deserve the shit I go through
Red or blue pill, I don't know what one to choose
So lie to me I don't wanna know the truth
'Cause I've been falling apart
I've been lost in the dark

[Verse 1]
And it's been hard I just gotta face it
I just want peace, I don't want your medication
It's trauma that I'm facing
Got me lost inside the matrix
So I'm confident
My confidence has constantly been vacant
Honestly I hate it
Let me hide out in the basemеnt
Haven't been a people pеrson
I don't got a lot of patience
It makes me wonder if that thing they call insanity
Has gradually been manifesting what the fuck is happening
I don't know what other changes I can make
But the devil keeps on sayin I should see him face to face
[Chorus]
Feels like I'm getting nowhere
Noticing that everyone around is see through
Keep on running till the smoke clears
I don't wanna see what's in my rear view
Feels like I'm getting nowhere
Noticing that everyone around is see through
Keep on running till the smoke clears
I don't wanna see what's in my rear view
I don't think I'm gonna make it
It feels like I've been goin crazy
I don't think I'm gonna make it
It feels like I've been goin crazy

[Verse 2]
I got enough of shit to worry bout now
Please stop calling, let me chill by myself
I don't wanna hear another word out your mouth
I've been breathing in this smoke tryin not to pass out
Why do I resort to self destruction
Probably cuz I'm fucked in the head from the drugs still
And I know you can relate
Just by that look on your face
I had a dream yesterday
That it would all be okay
But then I woke up in a panic
Because it wasn't real
And I'm a hopeless fuckin addict
If my life's a movie I'm not posing for the cameras
Everything I say is true so you know I'm not an actor
What's around the corner is so close, I almost grab it
Keep on knocking at the doorbut it's like no one ever answers
I just lit this cigarette and ima smoke this whole pack
Until I find a real reason I should cope with all this madness
[Bridge]
I've been struggling a lot lately
Why's it feel like its world war 3
Is this real, have I gone crazy
Screaming bloody murder while I'm on my knees
What the fuck did I do
To deserve the shit I go through
Red or blue pill, I don't know what one to choose
So lie to me I don't wanna know the truth
'Cause I've been falling apart
I've been lost in the dark

[Chorus]
Feels like I'm getting nowhere
Noticing that everyone around is see through
Keep on running till the smoke clears
I don't wanna see what's in my rear view
I don't think I'm gonna make it
It feels like I've been goin crazy
I don't think I'm gonna make it
It feels like I've been goin crazy