I’ve got everything to celebrate. But I just can’t. I just can’t

The sun gives us all life, yet it can kill us too
That’s why my spiritual self lifts me through all I’m getting through
But am I getting through? Who have I given to?
And what’s the difference between what I could’ve or meant to do?

Pain, fuck it, let me not even reflect now
Man fuck this Nino Bless shit, you listening to Hec now
Left out, but still included enough for me to let it out
I’m alone here with my own worst enemy. You get it now?

Let it out. I be confessing my flaws
Then I’m progressing my thoughts and redirect the lost cause
Yes. Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin
This the hand the Belshazzar saw. See, now I’m bending all laws

Can’t get me off cause, so dead it
I could just name us all wrong. You guessed it
They just know us by colors like Reservoir Dogs
So paint this town in our blood and y’all can all come

Take my audio trip and rise to where I fall from