Warm flesh and oh so smooth skin
TWINS, a sun and moon
I could have been anything
Leading the armies of the free or building the great elaborate ID

But one of them I dared to love so long
Without defense, my eyes went white and blind
Now I know - only two, two wretched sisters
Fucking lying sisters, woe and hate

The ghost of a carcass, chipped away
Its morsels, red and wet
Losing warmth, I saw red and wet
Hacked and cleaved from my back, I saw red and wet
This mess is made for me by stabbers of the knife

Thrusting, holding, touching, hugging, caressing, loving
Cut, bragging, stabbing, comes at me, come stabs the knife
Cold inside, fucking me, fucking my blood, stabbing me
Thrusting, swelling, crushing, falling, killing me, burning bright
Bright! Bright! Bright! Tonight!

But one of them I dared to love so long
Without defense, my eyes went white and blind
Blind!
To all this I spit and leer!
Cheering vague obscenities in an empty room, on a dirty floor
Writing Pagan poetry. Birthday card, another damn birthday card
Splinters! Writing holiday commentary