[Intro]
Bullet to my brain
Before I go insane and relapse
I look into the mirror
Just hopin' that somebody speaks back
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Where does the story begin? Better yet, when does it end?
Took my whole life to admit life ain’t about fitting in
I'd be surrounded by friends, feeling like I was alone
This mansion that I'm livin’ in just doesn't feel like a home
As I got older, brushed that chip off my shoulder
Just let go of my grudges, held my family much closer
Saw the world changin' colors like the lеaves in October
I know the wintеr is comin', but summer's right 'round the corner

[Chorus]
Bullet to my brain
Before I go insane and relapse
I'm lookin' in the mirror
Just hopin’ that somebody speaks back
And I just scream
’Til these words come out my mouth
It's not too late to change, there’s always time to turn it around
But first you gotta put the gun down
[Post-Chorus]
First you gotta put the gun down
First you gotta put the gun down

[Verse 2]
Know what it's like to be lost, tryna be something I'm not
Spent life tryna be rich with no one to spend it all on
Thought I was too far gone, saw the world and all cons
Life ain't a video game, can’t get another respawn
So I live life to the fullest, stop loadin' these bullets
I started countin' on myself 'cause I found out I could do it
You gotta get up and push through it, no matter how hard it's gettin'
'Cause this gunshot might kill me, but it hurts everyone that it misses

[Chorus]
Bullet to my brain
Before I go insane and relapse
I look into the mirror
Just hopin' that somebody speaks back
And I just scream
'Til these words come out my mouth
It's not too late to change, there's always time to turn it around
But first you gotta put the gun down

[Post-Chorus]
But first you gotta put the gun down
But first you gotta put the gun down