Verse:
Family wanna talk to me, i just wanna sleep
Be in the land of dreams
Cuz thats where i can be me
Too shy to shop my music
So i write like im shootin
I mean, when times was rough, i did ride but its not like id choose it

I been dealin wit tha pain
The moneys just a bandaid
These scars dont ever heal
Every verse i kept it real
In hopes u all feel

My uncle beats his woman, so i ignore and pop my DS
She screamin, beggin me to help
And i want to but, like hell
I know how his hits feel, thе ice numbs my face, the tеars crystalize
Fear internalized
Near enternal lies
Here a childhood lies
Cuz i was facin poverty, u know how that be
Force a soul to search for food in desperation
Abort my soul and in turn look the hood for a space ship
Blast into tha clouds, elon made me proud
But since i couldn't fly, i had to get high
Drunk out my mind
Hawmie, i miss my mom
I needed her to love me
Hug me
Let me know life is tough, king
Too bad, a planned abortion
In the sands, i found an ocean
Deep inside the waves, the cool water on my face
Washes off the sins
But the problem then persists...
I wanna live a normal life
Where my biggest problem is boredom strikes
In the porch at night, rollin dimes, sourcin pies while my poor open eyes is sobbin cries
The family kicked me out
Shunned in every house
I promise ill be better now

Its cold in my briefs
“Gon n***a leave”
Its so lone in these streets
Dont no one really know me
My friends gon hear this album and be quite surpised
Edwin, ya pops i idolized
Cuz mine had died wit time
He was alive but busy raisin other minds
I got brothers id, put a bullet in
So when everyone says they love they siblins i get jealous
Like Why did my brother have to spit me, hit me?
This is why chips grieve
This be
My lullaby
The definition of pain, but my life, i love mine
Im Done cryin
Ive done fine

Outro