Mura Masa
All Up In My Feelings
[Sample Of Childish Gambino - U Don't Have To Call]
Situations will arise, in our lives
But you gotta be smart about it
Celebrations, with the guys
I sacrificed, cause you could not sleep without it
Girl I, cause I loved you
You were my girl
See I, thought the world of you
But so you know
I'm used to moving on but with you its so different
Prolly its because you're the only ones that actually listen
To what I gotta say, talk about my problems
It's rare that someone can be here and solve them
You actually care for who you love, who'd do anything to keep them happy
But also you got to do things that makes you happy
Smart girl, voice of an angel
And i know there's a lot questions about me being faithful
I don't need to go in details you know what I mean
Ain't the type of person who wants to make up a scene
You ask me what if we were together what the fuck would happen
Can't tell the future, but i'd make sure you wish it would've happened
It's been years that we going back and forth
Convos end without notice like what the fuck was this for
Got them unanswered questions now
But now you here acting different and i'm still here trying to figure out
Heard you feeling for another man
Turned the page, now you got a different plan
I wish the best for you, and hope everything is going well
You're the last person that i'd want to see go trough hell
Seeing how you react when you get a text from him on the phone
I'd remember that I was in his position before
And it kills me but I don't know even know why
Caught quick an attitude and foreal it got me looking stupid
Is it because i never saw someone this generous, so fly
That smell of your fragrance every time that you pass by
Why at the end of day you're the one that i go to
I don't know what it is but there's something special bout you
I won't lie I just want to hold you and kiss you
Tell you that i love you and ill be there for whatever you have to go trough
Ask myself if we half way of the book, or it's the end of the story
Made mistakes, yeah I fucked up and i'm fucking sorry
Alcohol is kicking in, shit got us fucked up
Got us screaming at each other like it was fuck love
Told me i'm a fuck boy, and he makes you feel better
Does he know the real you? it hurts to hear that answer
But who am I to judge?, yeah you prolly right
He's prolly the one that you think bout every single night
Ill make my peace and understand your point of view
I know I did you wrong, I shouldn't have never done that
I see the way how you text different, talk to me different
But what you told me is different and i can't find whats the difference
Always looking down, can't even see them pretty eyes no more
One word text, i don't know what to reply no more
Can't even think straight, I don't know what to feel no more
Why the fuck I feel you don't even care no more
If this is how it is, then this is how it goes
As long you know that I love you, that's the only thing that you need to know
Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone
Too often we too stubborn to say 'sorry, I was wrong'
Too often it seems like we hurt the ones closer to our heart, and I fucked up