My heart's so dark, I can't see myself
I'm out here just like "Aye let me be myself"
Sometimes I wanna leave myself
But I can't get up out bed
These voices in my head, say "just put down the pen
If you want the pain to end, just free yourself"
Ain't it crazy when you think you can't believe yourself?
When you're looking in the mirror you can't see yourself
It's been hard enough to breathe, myself and I done seen it
Everybody's life ain't scenic, life ain't a movie
Motion pictures last forever, but my body won't
Sometimes I feel like I'm unstable, but then what's it to me
Nobody's perfect, maybe this way I won't die alone
I got a life to live, that's what my mama say
I wanna trust her, but I'm only on a holiday
So when I get back to my life what will I do then
Cause if my life is worth a penny, it's the Hardaway
Unstable

I've been digging a grave with the parts of my brain that still work
They're burying me with my dead dreams
My dead dreams

I been praying but I still hurt
I been waiting on the day I feel these pills work
I been waiting on the day somebody knows my pain
So I can finally get off this dose of novacane
I don't wanna talk to people, they don't know me mane
I'm even talking like I'm not myself
I need another dose pills, doc
No help, I'll draw my chalk line by myself
I only say it cause you feel it too
You wanna change, that's just the real in you
I know it's true I got that feeling too
And if you hope and pray, I bet you'll feel that feeling move
I bet you feel it like a blossom and you need it
To grow the seed of change, and if God's with it, you can't beat it
I been winning, I'm conceited. No, I'm modest. I'm just honest
I'm just trying to say that you are not alone...
We're all unstable