A letter to do my dead lover..fuck you

And everything about you makes me want to die
And come back to haunt you
I can't approach you in the real life, cus im dead
You make me feel half bred, half unworthy
Half unheard of, you make me fuckin sick i curl up
You think im the only one who hurts? you hurting the same
And when i say hurt
I mean being the person who's enforcing the pain
I could have went mute, when i first stabbed your heart
Cus when i almost stopped the blood, i could have went too far
I think the situation flipped tables and hurt me instead
You went along with your schoolwork and..
I murdered my head..
Man on fire...
Drowned under the fuel, all i wanted to do
Was die next to you..man on fire..

I murdered my head, man on fire..
Drowned under the fuel, all i wanted to do
Was die next to you..
Man on fire...