Seen a lot stuff that I wish I didn't have to see
Like my father sippen every day and night yo he mad getting mad over little stuff like my brother went to get KFC and got the wrong stuff now he tripin
Now it actually getting hard to think about and miss him
It's hard to call him cuz it's a circle of repetition
Family members pledged with the disease of addiction
My brother to raise me which shouldn't have been his mission
I'm have to become a man it's not an easy transition
I'm so anxious thanks god I don't got a gun with Ammunition
I think a lot what I would be if I didn't get out the 505
I know I would have been doing crazy shit probably would be a alive
So I thank God evеry morning that I wake
Alive

Got my middle fingеrs up saying fuck the
Haters
I'm roll with a tight ass blaser
No with this sad shit no think about athe razer
I go right through the hard times just like a Lazer
All of this covid crap did me a favor
It gave me time to plan my next move
I still got this chip on my shoulder I got some shit prove
Still got some negative energy i want to remove
Going to live my life how I want don't care if others disapprove
I'm going the own beat of my drum I got my own groove
I'm still growing up i have a lot to improve
It an't about how hard you can hit
It about how hard you can get hit and keep move forward, that's won winning is done
Yeah

I'm a man with a plan to make this a happier place
I couldn't get rid sadness so I learned to embrace
Then I realized that it's taking up to much space
This is my home based
Depression get out of my face
I have knowledge of self so don't tell me ware to go cuz I know my place
I'm not no gangster but I did what I to do survive
I had to move away from my dad so my life could thrive