This is an early scar, i said (i hide it under hair)
Why shave when i can't even think of a reason for living?

Oh wait, sorry - i forgot i love you

I wish i had a different language for this
This one i'm using is running thin on me
Sleeping in a closet, clutching you close
Hating the way that our forms won't implode

I walked all night through the city only to find
Nothing left to steal, all of it is mine
I want wonder and wander and wonder (and)
I don't want to get lost, keep me safe

I am older now
More or less responsible

There's paperwork in a desk drawer
Or filing cabinet somewhere to prove this
Remember when you wanted to run until your wrists hurt?
Remember when you were so good at exploding?

It doesn't fix anything

It's not as easy as "together," "not together"
It's not as easy as "fucking," "not fucking"
It doesn't fix anything

I want to wake up and love everyone again