[Intro]
Ruin my life
Ruin my life
Ruin my life, I'm in love with you
Ruin my life
I would scream and I'd cry
Ruin my life, I'm in love with you

[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I exist?
I think and bleed from my wrist
Because I know that I'll never be what you want
I wanna die more than live
There's nothing else left to get
So many thoughts in my head

[Chorus]
I just wish that I could be more than
I would bleed for them
I would leak organs ​just to get right back to you
Rain pouring, ignoring them
I try, but I don't wanna be alive
Be more than
I would bleed for them
I would leak organs ​just to get right back to you
Rain pouring, ignoring them
I try, but I don't wanna be alive
[Verse]
I'd get hurt, I don't wanna talk, I don't know my worth
All you do is make things so much worsе
Everything I do, yeah, it's all for her
Don't try to makе it more than that
I was so lost, did you have my back? (No)
Took everything I had
But I guess I can't be that sad
I feel so obnoxious, I want to fucking off it
I thought we were something but that's not what you wanted
So I'll keep running far, until you break through my heart
You the only one that I love
But I'm never gonna even

[Chorus]
Be more than
I would bleed for them
I would leak organs ​just to get right back to you
Rain pouring, ignoring them
I try, but I don't wanna be alive
Be more than
I would bleed for them
I would leak organs ​just to get right back to you
Rain pouring, ignoring them
I try, but I don't wanna be alive