[Verse 1:]

Lately, I’ve been drowning in my own thoughts…
Lately, I’ve been feeling down, so lost…
Lately, I’ve been trying to find happiness with somebody that treat me like I’m dirt like I have no cost…
Like I ain’t worth nothing, Like I ain’t someone special…
I’ve been battling my demons, brawling with my devils…
A part of me just wants to fall in love, go and settle…
The other part of me wants to take this to whole new levels…
I'm trying to inspire the kids, help my family out…
I’m trying to be somebody that they give a damn about…
Im trying to be a better person but I’m sad and down…
I’m drinking liquor till I’m stumbling and blacking out…
Love is pain, such a shame, sorry to my ex-girl…
Hopefully, I get my shit together for my next girl…
Shorty on my line, I don’t want you for the sex girl…
I need someone to bring some life into my dead world…

[Hook:]

Don’t know who to trust, aye, don’t know why I’m losing you…
Got no one to love, aye, been dying for something new…
Hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe baby…
My past is just haunting me, its haunting me lately…
Don’t know who to trust, aye, don’t know why I’m losing you…
Got no one to love, aye, been dying for something new…
Yeah, it's getting hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe baby…
My past is just haunting me, its haunting me lately…
Don't know what to do...

[Verse 2:]

Why the fuck you only call me when you drinking…
Aye, why the fuck we only hanging on the weekends…
Aye, why the fuck you getting mad say I’m creeping…
When you out here wilding out like nick cannon, I can’t believe it…
Yeah, I think I have a tendency to push good people out my life…
Let the ones that's bad for me stay in it, yeah that shit’s not right…
That's just something I gotta work on man I'm a work in progress…
Another thing I’m done with flexing Ima keep it honest…
I'm through with getting on the record talking all that shit…
Exaggerating quite a bit, I'm the farthest thing from rich…
And when I’m in the club I’m not the person trying to steal your bitch…
I’m the person trying to numb the pain that this business gives…
Yeah, I’m just a man, I am far from perfect…
I'm trying to give my mom the world cause she so deserves it…
I'm out here trying to teach the kids that they all have a purpose…
It’s always deeper underneath the surface…

[Hook:]

Don’t know who to trust, aye, don’t know why I’m losing you…
Got no one to love, aye, been dying for something new…
Hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe baby…
My past is just haunting me, its haunting me lately…
Don’t know who to trust, aye, don’t know why I’m losing you…
Got no one to love, aye, been dying for something new…
Yeah, it's getting hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe baby…
My past is just haunting me, its haunting me lately…
Don't know what to do...