[Intro]
Hey Katie
See you walkin through the door
I know that you don't know me, we should talk a little more
I can tell you got distraught, you want it all to fuckin pour
So whats up, tell me all thats got you broke

[Verse 1]
She said
”I woke up
A day like any day I've done
But I feel, I feel, like I just hate to love
For my ex, felt like I couldn't make enough
If I got problems roll it up and then I take a blunt
Ran up to my room so I can cry for a little
Get high for a little, feel alive for a little (Yuh)
Swear to god that I ain't want this to happen
But its almost 7:30 had to start with the packin
Start to walk a bit faster
World starts to collapse and
But then my friends come approach
Tell 'em all that I'm happy (Yeah)
Then I move on, its only been a period
But this hour really moving like a year and shit
Keep up appearances, the only thing I'm fearin' is
Somebody ask whats wrong, like what you’re hearin' shit
Now its lunch
I walk up to the table
Got the rock in my veins though
I got problems, I'm unstable
[Verse 2]
My legs start to shake
And my head starts to break
I collapse, wake up
With some meds in my face (yeah)
I just wanna go home
But do not let it show
Cause I thought she would know
Thought my mom would've known
All the problems that I'm going through
She lets me take off
That syringe in my arm
Then I take a day off (Yeah)
Then I remember where I hid my stash
Maybe I should take 'em all to mask my shitty past
Overdose, then they’ll know that they did me bad
Then I remember talkin 'bout guns with my dad
So I steal his, I'm ready, finally
Load the 45, the needle go inside of me
Whole stash in my veins, I feel better than ever
Cut ties to my brain, shit I'm lettin it sever
Put the gun to my head, I can't shoot shit
Cause I'm so drugged up, I got a loose grip
Once again I just feel like I'm useless
I can't even die right, I can't do shit
So I slowly fade
I regret everything when I go away
To the broken place
[Verse 3]
Maybe everything’ll work out in the end
But I know that it won't, I burned through all my meds
And mom was already worried half to death
So whats happenin' to her when I'll be dead (Yuh)
Then I fade off
All my days gone
Hear the notes of my life
That distain song
I can't stay long
Tried to play God
So I'm done with my life now, thank God

[Outro]
You were showin' me love as I hit the entrance
So I thank you for that cause to forget is temptin'
Thats the whole story guess this is the endin'
But you’re talkin to a ghost, shit is schizophrenic
Now this story ain't exactly what it seems to be
This ain't happen to me, thats not the meaning, see
I'm just sayin that we take our lives so greedily
Take a second, look around at all the scenery