[Intro]
I didn't choose to kill my girlfriend
It was done by the influence of a demon
I believe that Satan wanted her to die
Started speaking in tongues I didn't understand

[Chorus: Esham]
I know that I'm crazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that I'm lazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know you don't love me (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that you hate me (It's nobody's fault but mine)

[Verse 1: Esham]
Once again it's on, three five seven chrome
Damn what's going on in my maggot dome
A pill poppin', hip hoppin' n***a with a death wish
Suicidalist, but I'm still so selfish
Used to have this ho that I loved a while ago
But the bitch played out like disco
Cisco drinkin', dead bodies stinkin', nervous twitch
I blinked and stabbed her twenty-six times
With my dagger, Jimmy Swaggart style
I gave a smile, rigormortis, body froze
Then slit her throat and watch her shake 'til her eyes close
A bloody body on my bathroom flo'
When the cops came to get me I said, "So?"
Hey yo
[Chorus: Esham]
I know that I'm crazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that I'm lazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know you don't love me (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that you hate me (It's nobody's fault but mine)

[Verse 2: Esham]
One, two, three pigs knockin' at my door
Trying to catch the big bad wolf, I blew their house down
Boom, bacon all over the room
Say hello to my little friend, I bust a shot again
Three cops dead, now I'm called the Cop Killer
Iller cap peeler, bullet, body full of bloody naps
Bust caps in Superman's kneecaps
I can't believe she didn't love me, so she didn't breathe
I took her to the place where the sun don't shine
Without you, there's no me, so I'm going out my fucking mind
Running blind with the bloody steel piece
I didn't know I was surrounded by police
And all I said was

[Chorus: Esham]
I know that I'm crazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that I'm lazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know you don't love me (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that you hate me (It's nobody's fault but mine)
[Verse 3: Esham]
I heard, "Put the gun down and don't make a move!"
I ain't got shit to lose, I made one false move
Buck, buck, I struck a copper right between the eyes
And I don't give a fuck, I'll keep busting 'til he dies
The cops open fire, bullets ripping through my tissue
And all I thought about was, "Baby girl, I'm gonna miss you"
I shouldn't have cut you up because our love'll last forever
And now that I'm dead we can still be together, 'cause

[Chorus: Esham]
I know that I'm crazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that I'm lazy (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know you don't love me (It's nobody's fault but mine)
I know that you hate me (It's nobody's fault but mine)

[Outro: Esham]
Look, baby, yo, aw shit
I know we both is in Hell right now, damn
You know, I want you back, baby, yo
I know I stabbed you and shit
And I know they just shot my ass, and I'm dead
But I want you back
(I know that I'm crazy)
Yeah, and I know
It's nobody's fault but mine
(I know that I'm lazy)
All the stuff I did to you, baby
It's nobody's fault but mine
(I know you don't love me)
I just want things to be better, you know
It's nobody's fault but mine
(I know that you hate me)
I just want things how they used to be, you know
It's nobody's fault but mine
(I know that I'm crazy)
I know, I know that I've been fuckin' up
You know what I'm saying?
(I know that I'm lazy)
I know that it ain't like it's been when I first met you
Because we dead now, you know
(I know you don't love me)
But ay, you know, some say
The best thing for two people to come together is
(I know that you hate me)
In the afterlife, baby
Let's, let's try to get our shit together now, you know
(I know that I'm crazy)
Let's try to do things right this time, you know
'Cause I don't wanna be like this, baby
(I know that I'm lazy)
I'm saying, life drove us to this, baby
Maybe, maybe death can keep us together, you know
(I know you don't love me)
I know you don't love me, but
(I know you hate me)
I know you don't love me, but
But you can grow to love me, you know what I'm saying?
You can grow to love me, baby
(I know that I'm crazy)
We'll be resurrected together
Even though I'm crazy
You can grow to love me once again, baby
'Til death do us part