I don't really have much left
All these nights, I just cried while you slept
I've to grips and learned to accept
That I'm only happy if I picture me dead
I swear I'll do it this time, wanna make a bet
I don't think I've been this close to the end
I wanna take back the things that I've said
I really question what goes in my head
Blew it for myself, out of ten she's worth a twelve
When she laughs my heart melts
Miss the hand which I held
I'm ignorant and it repels you
My ignorance just repels you
Worried 'bout what you might say
It's so blurry and my life's in grey
You bring me color in the nicest way
Can you feel the same with me I pray
If we could look past issues
I swear there's things that I can prove to you
Just like how I can take care of you
I swear I know just what you're going through
Let me take care of you, I promise I'll improve
They won't care I do, they don't stare I do
Your jokes they don't laugh I do
They won't spend their half on you
What do others have on you
Let me take care of you
I don't really have much left
All these nights, I just cried while you slept
I've to grips and learned to accept
That I'm only happy if I picture me dead
I swear I'll do it this time, wanna make a bet
I don't think I've been this close to the end
I wanna take back the things that I've said
I really question what goes in my head
Blew it for myself, out of ten she's worth a twelve
When she laughs my heart melts
Miss the hand which I held
I'm ignorant and it repels you
My ignorance just repels you
Worried 'bout what you might say
It's so blurry and my life's in grey
You bring me color in the nicest way
Can you feel the same with me I pray