All of these months back and forth with you
All of this time that I waited for you
You will never know a thing that I do
Oh no you don't know the pain that I do

The words that you said
Turned to a blade in my neck
And that blade in my neck
Made it so you won't forget

There won't be a good ending
To the story I'm telling
The message I'm sending
You won't know when I end it

Talking about my life
Do you know that I die every night
Die every night
I'm alone every night

Eating my insides
Im afraid that I might die
What did I do to deserve this
Fucking curse of a shit life

I know you're the one
But I don't think I'm the one
I'm not what you want
So I'm loading my gun
Playing roulette I got 5 in the chamber
I will never forget
The hell that I came from

Just a kid who lost it all
Zero calls
Just a kid about to fall
I'll burn it all
Just a kid Hung in the hall
I'm built to fall
Just that kid who lost it all
I lost it all

Just a kid who lost it all
Zero calls
Just a kid about to fall
I'll burn it all
Just a kid Hung in the hall
I'm built to fall
Just that kid who lost it all
I lost it all