Nicki Minaj
My Truama (Truama Remix) (Extended Version) (From the Vault) (Amy Oliver’s Version)
[Verse 1]
I'm going to tell you a story
I cry every time I say these words
I thought that he loved me
I thought I was doing the right thing
I ran away from home
'Cause I fought with my Mom
I know she didn't mean what she said
But she hurt me
But then he hurt me
[Chorus]
I wanted to cry
But the tears wouldn't come out my eyes
A couple shots too deep
I couldn't even breathe
I didn't want to lose my innocence
But I did
'Cause he wanted it
[Verse 2]
I can't even watch that one show on Netflix
'Cause it makеs me think of him and what he did
I told my therapist
Nothing happеned that night
But I lied to her
And I want my smile
[Chorus]
I wanted to cry
But the tears wouldn't come out my eyes
A couple shots too deep
I couldn't even breathe
I didn't want to lose my innocence
But I did
'Cause he wanted it
[Outro]
It's really difficult
Because it happened so long ago
But it wasn't that long ago
And I was only 15
Not even that I was 14
I didn't deserve it
No one does