Why you wana push
Me down why you
Want to watch me fall
I some what forgot
How to walk

Why you people
Wana push me
Down why you wana
Watch me fall
I some what
Forgot how to
Walk I lost my crutch
This music was a
Lust
And I almost
Fell back in
Love and I just
Wanted to fuck
This is enough
What do you
Want I can't give my life
To you tied up thrown
Against the wall
Screaming down the
Halls as I walk
I'm lost
And my thoughts
Begin to rock
And I'm livid
This was a mission
I was sent on by
God but it stopped
And my watch didn't
Tock so I tripped
And I got ticked
Off now my minds
Ticking time bomb
And I want to quit but
The love and pain
I get from this i
Was more than
I got from any
Friend but I
Forgot to leave
My note on the
Door I can't do
This anymore my worlds
Crashing again
I can't do this again
Leave it be
Left to rest RIP
This is it no more
Raps no more
Shows its trashed
Close the curtain
Its lights off
And watch my dreams
Crash around me this
Life was so arousing
But it took me captive
And i got passive and
Left everyone to watch now
I'm the one with
The short stick
And I can't see my
Self coming back again
To this lying jeniving
Bitch