[Verse 1]
I look so much better, so I guess I'm alright
And I've got everything together and I'm glad I'm alive
But everything feels better on the edge of a knife
And I just really wish I didn't have to lie to you
Start crying in my room
I wanna be someone who
You feel better around, but
I don't know if I can get better for you

[Verse 2]
Feels like I turned my body inside out
My head is burning like a machine, tryna cool it down
I figured I'd have gotten used to this by now
I've gotten nearly evеrything I ever hoped I'd havе
So why am I still sad?
I tear myself in half
Narcoleptic insomniac
I didn't think that it would ever get this bad

[Outro]
And if everything
Without you
Without you
And if everything