[intro]
Often I am upset
That I cannot fall in love
But I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now
But I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
[verse 1]
Sun goes down its another empty night
Were both laying on my bed while I'm holding you so tight
I feel your hands up on my chest
And I'm 'feelin really blessed
I always tell you that I'm honest
Never tell you that I'm scared
Because without you
I would lose myself
I would fall apart
From my mental health
Who am I?
I don't really know
So 'ima write a verse
'Tryna switch the flow
Then ill step up
And sell out the show
Ima make a hit
I'm just 'tryna blow
You know I'm speeding up
I'm never going slow
I try tell myself that I'm over you
[interlude]
See I try to myself that I'm over you, but I can't get over it
Truth is I'm not
Ay
I'll cut my hair
I'm still chatting to all these fuckin psychs every day man
Every fuckin day
To make you stare
I know you used to love this song
Used to be one of your favourites
For real
I'll my hide my chest and ill
Figure out a way to get us out of here
Fuck this jus- lets just go to the next verse
[verse 2]
Sun comes up its another rainy day
So I sit up in my bed and pull the sheets back up halfway
But I see that your still sleeping so I'm careful not to wake
You know we had so many demons
Just too much for us to face
You know this love was never easy there's just so much in our way
'Cuz if I made a list
It would never end
Used to be in love
We ain't even friends
Got a new phone
With the double lens
Used to hit me up
Now you got me blocked
When I asked you out
You weren't even shocked
We used to lay in bed
Now I'm all alone