I’ve been freaking out for a long time, thinking I’m never gonna finish this special and be working on it forever. And recently, I’ve been feeling like, “Oh, man, maybe I am getting close to done with this. Maybe I’m gonna finish it after all.”

And that has made me completely freak out because if I finish this special, that means that I have to, um, not work on it anymore.

And that means I have to just live my life, and so I’m not gonna do that, and I’m gonna not finish the special. I’m gonna work on it forever, I think.

So, yeah, I’m gonna work on this forever, and I’m nevеr gonna release it. I’m not talking to anybody now. I’m just talking to mysеlf. So, yeah, who fucking cares? Fuck you, and goodbye, and let’s keep going.