[Verse 1]
Waking up in suffering, same as I was yesterday
Cold breath speaks kindly, tells me to go back to sleep
Words that no one hears, pass through paralyzed
In visions of darkness, I close my eyes
I lay my head down to rest but sleep never comes

[Chorus]
Love evades every thought
And pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried
'Cause love evades every thought
And pills nullify my restless mind
And I hate myself but I couldn’t hate you
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried

[Verse 2]
Hiding in my purest failure I attempt to understand
Why hate and love seem so different but are one and the same
Falling out of grace, I know it'll never change
Even if I tried, even if I tried, even if I tried