[Verse 1]
I close my eyes
And it feels like
Three thousand years from home
It is what it seems
A bad, bad dream
I’m here and already gone

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Time for me to try again
Time for me to come home

[Chorus]
I can’t even hate you
I’m busy hating myself
Nothing kills you like your mind
Am I fine when I’m not scared to die?
I can never love you
If I can’t love myself
I found a system in this mess
Don’t you worry ‘bout me
I’m okay, i’m just a little depressed
(I miss myself)
(I miss myself)
(I miss myself)

[Verse 2]
I’m nevеr enough
And always too much
Tired of the skin I’m wеaring
A bad moon lately
And a bad-news-baby
Everyone’s busy dying

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Is this life, being born to die? You see
I’m fine and you’re a loser like me
[Chorus]
I can’t even hate you
I’m busy hating myself
Nothing kills you like your mind
Am I fine when I’m not scared to die?
I can never love you
If I can’t love myself
I found a system in this mess
Don’t you worry ‘bout me
I’m okay, i’m just a little depressed

[Outro]
I’m so happy for you
This is…2020 it’s a...a very strange year
But for you it’s, it’s a great year, I guess
And for me as well