Young Taylor
Thinking About You
[Verse]
You ain't been noticing me but I can hear from afar
I know it's none of my business I see the fear in your heart
You take that back if I mention, let's face the facts for a second
It's been real bad it's unpleasant, but you know life is a blessing
So let's get real I know it's hard
Time to face the consequences
Put yourself in that position prolly wasn’t your intention
Reality remains you have to learn to let go
You see the harder you resist then all the farther she’ll go
Look I understand your burdens I was in your place too
The one where you begin to feel world come crashing on you
Can’t agree with all your methods and all of your mechanisms
'cause in the end you’ll be stressin', supressin' all of your mood
I’m conflating, I’m relating, I’m just tryna get through
But that's our problem we all soften when we try to undo
There is no reason to go manic or panic you’ll understand it
Once you open up your eyes you’ll realize how much you can handle
Saddle up and just get ready this the ride of your life
Let me help you with security one hell of a fight
Gotta dig real deep inside and find the drive all within
'cause you’ve made it all this far you know it don’t gotta end
So come on in grab my hand, don't be afraid of your friends
Try to put your worries past you don’t use them for defense
Let me switch up the perspective don’t mind me give me a second
I'll come back when I can answer questions of my affection
Confessing all of my sins it's depressing yet so affective
I appreciate the chance I commence I stay so connected
But I’m falling fast and I'm crashing all on the beach
I stay marooned all in my thoughts I should turn it all into speech
They tell me just have some fun, look at what I’ve become
I’m losing all of my youth just by thinking about someone
Damn, it's really been while been shaken all to my core
Yeah, it's coming out of nowhere, but I’ve been here before
Maybe I should give a warning just so they will all know
That maybe turning left to jet is just the way they should go
Or maybe I should start to focus on the simpler things
Maybe there is more to life then all the problems it brings
So we could probably help each other recover back on our feet
Hopefully you’ll learn what loving actually means
Yo, picking up the piece of what tragedy brings
It's a curse that you must break it starts with gradual flings
The self loathing comes with grace but it's so far from that
Get a handful of your worth is really all that you have
This has been a long time coming I'm hopin' you find the truth
Rest assured you’re on my mind I have been thinkin' 'bout you