[Verse 1]
Patterns on my button up it never fails
I been stuntin on my haters like its show and tell
I just wanna die slow in the microphone
Resurrected in the way you say you need me
I was tryna find peace for my mind state
But you were plain to see
Lately, more than not, I try to keep it to myself
So why you in my business homie give that shit a rest
You know I got the Flo like progressive, I turned an L to lesson
But ain't it funny how age can turn a mess to a message
Now these new nigguhs tryna get a freebie
None of my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. ever ask me what the Phoebe
Temper like a new bill bixby
Knew that I was broken I was hoping you could fix me
Cuz i'm supposed to have fun
And if I can't hide from my demons I can run..

[Chorus]
So now i'm lookin
Suave in the soiree, got the whole team pullin up right now
You know I got the drinks on ice and my girl lookin right, slip away When they turn the lights down
And i've been having, mood swings into mood swings
I been outta pocket, loose change, I got loose change baby
Know that this ain't really my style
But really I don't wanna be alone right now
[Verse 2]
It's lookin like the loser boutta win again
We are not the same, we ain't no synonym
Only feel at home when i'm with you
Anxiety my shooter, pullin triggers in the booth
And I know, I know I know these demons haunt
Depression fit me like a tee can't get it off me
I can't help but feel alone, I ain't fuckin lonely
So leave me leave me leave me 'lone you are not the homie
Steppin out, my wrist some amarillo
I been used to masking all my feelings, bandito
But I been making progress, honest
Used to try to make me spill a feeling and i'm sonic
Reset myself now i'm back on track
Back to tryna get these bands fore' I fade to black
Cuz i'm supposed to have fun
And if I can't hide from my demons I can run..

[Chorus]
So now i'm lookin
Suave in the soiree, got the whole team pullin up right now
You know I got the drinks on ice and my girl lookin right, slip away When they turn the lights down
And i've been having, mood swings into mood swings
I been outta pocket, loose change, I got loose change baby
Know that this ain't really my style
And really I don't wanna be alone right now