Said I been, Hurt too much
Yeah I love this girl but she broke my trust
Said I been, Hurt too much
Yeah I love this girl but she broke my love
I need to find a reason, give me something
Keep me from leaving, when these drugs hit
But these days, it seems you won’t give me nothing
Better days, better days, I just gotta find em

Why do you gotta make it so damn hard
Guess when it rains, all it does is pour
Maybe thats why I got a soft spot for your storms
Yeah I guess we won the battle, what about the war
Guess thats why you leave overtime it gets tough
I give you my Trust, you just make me look dumb
Make me look dumb, make me look dumb
Yes still I love you but I gotta hold my tongue
Zooming at night, 120 on the dash
Gotta keep running, get away from my past
You pushed, I pulled, I cried and you laughed
Always put you first, always put me last
First chance presented I still took you back
My hearts abandoned im on defense you attack I’m waiting for better days (3x)
I’m waiting yeah I’m waitin
It’s the same thing day by day
Nothing ever seems to change
Nothing ever seems to alleviate my pain
It’s the same ol thing as soon as I wake
I wake up wishing I was dead
The day goes by with the same thoughts in my head
And they follow me back to my bed
They never seem to give me a rest
They insist on making me a mess
They strive to keep me stressed
They live to make me depressed
Till they make me do things i know I’ll regret
And I wish that I could cry
But nothing seems to come out of my eyes
They took my emotions they’ve drained me dry
And I think as the days go by
My sanity drifts with the time
I try to find a purpose in mind
But I just can’t find mine
And no matter how hard I try
The same thing comes back to my mind
I wish I could die
And here’s the thing I know
Better days are yet to show
But they’re soon to come though
Just as my purpose is yet to grow
I know I’ll soon grab ahold of it all and never let go
Time’ll wash the dirt away only to reveal the gold
And no matter what I’ve been told
I know I’m far alone
But I can do it on my own
I don’t need him or her or a god to show
Yeah and fuck my demons tryna keep me low
Just wait till I get YOU on death row
It’s your turn to beg for mercy just for me to ignore