(Hook) tell me why i'm waiting for so long, they couldn't give a fuck about me noooo (repeat)

(first verse)

Love you til I flatline depressed with the stress on my mind

Venom in my bloodlines will I see another sunrise I don’t know maybe not

I’ve been through a lot I’ve been through it all
Should have gave you a call

Leaves fall in the fall and tears do too
Your voice in my brain drives me insane

Never forget the smile on your face and the taste of your lips that I miss

Your style and your grace my grave engraved with your name
And times ticking spoken in broken systems brace myself for collision

It takes one to listen take a breath I feel imprisoned in prisons that condition in addition to my demons risen I lay back cock back and I’m taking aim ashamed it had to end this way

No one to blame nothing left to say
Thank you for the love that you gave

Sincerely I love you dearly so many reasons I fear thee
This can’t be the real me
Second verse: (Johan)

Can you see me?
Can you see me?

In the darkness no place to be me no light and no shine to keep me too bad it's so sad at 6 feet

Live fast and don't stop it's all speed give back all my thoughts that caused me to get a better view to make a better you

And understand why my life is always blue hold my breath til' I'm blacking out blood leaking from my veins wrist open now

No therapist don't need to talk aloud I ain't sharing it don't need to make you proud (uh)

To my loved ones I ain't got none excuse my bad mood i'm not fun take time to think through what I've done

Make sure to hurt you is what I want make a move when i'm close to death

My eyes start pouring down when I'm so depressed will try to die when i'm off that cliff spill my advise to your common friend

And every page that I start to write I lose my sight make sure to abuse the night

Til' I walk blind til' i'm not fine til' my voice gets lost in the dark times

(Ending Hook)