[Verse: Roy Kunk Lug]
I'm living life through lenses
Can't imagine the expenses
I've been crazy to overlook the pain that she had fucking mentioned
She's scared she knows the truth, she cries away all her intentions
But what she doesn't know is that I see her tears in my reflection
I know what you've been going through, I hear your lies
The inflection in your voice is a call for help, just in disguise
Life goes so fast that this depression seemed like a surprise
These last few months have been the kind of nightmare that you can't describe
Hey, I ain't looking for trouble
I'm looking for the types of drugs that make you see double
Twice the chance you take your own life or maybe a couple
If you saw what I saw through these eyes I bet you'd understand my struggle
There's plenty of evidence suggesting my innocence
I write stories about the events so I can give my two cents
Look at me now, you can see I'm clearly overwhelmed with happiness
Until you peel back the layers of silence
Eighteen years of false intent
I am a scatter-brained, maniacal daydreamer
I've spent my entire life searching for the wrong answers
I've conducted myself in the only way I thought I deserved
I don't understand why true happiness seems so fucking absurd
These rappers are new but damn, they sound so outdated
They think they've got content, so me and YungDad contemplated
If we take out their lives with these lines, practically decapitated
That second track was so bad, it had me feeling sedated
Nonetheless, I don't got time for this silly business
I spend my time on what's important, it's really been a minute
Since I cared enough to attack the universal sickness
To wage war on fuckers who think they putting on these clinics
You don't know a clinic from a grimace, see my fist red
This isn't a motherfucking TED Talk, put those lyrics to bed
Like I put to bed the feelings I had for the chick I misread
Did I misread or does she not understand what goes on in her head?
[Outro]
I hope she figures it out
I hope she sees what I see
I hope she sees what I'm about
I hope she sees what I can be
I hope she knows one thing
I won't be around forever
I might not be here tomorrow
I might not be here tomorrow